I seriously don't know what kind of feeling is this.. but i seriously hate it... I don't know is too long never stay up late or whateva reason.. I just feel like... very lonely emo... whole world left me this kind of feeling.. nothing to do... nothing to chat... nobody can understand this... I went loads blog around... reading every single post. but still feel very lonely emo... very quiet.. tomorrow my counson birthday.. yet i feel this... can i be alright tomorrow??? many question running through my mind, I cant make silent in my mind... what kind of feeling is this? should i draw star . circle . triangle . square or what?? I wish she's here beside me to chat with me... but not possible.. Saw her today finally after so long.. but saw someone should not suppose to see too.. wanna go out slack around basketball court but not allow... receive loads of chain message now .. but still don't feel very high those kind of feeling.. Can somebody simply cheer me up? I don't wish to put on a act tomorrow... Vice-Chairman of 1h drawing star in maths lesson... never die before... sigh... havent even know what plan for tomorrow... New ganz created and indicated in th previous post.. but havent think of a family name... Kay.. I try forcing a laugh.. but just cannot... what the hell is this feeling??? Wish after tonight... there's no more tomorrow... life just a game... no point forcing a highscore out... (Highscore = living for the longest) it's totally pointless.. or it was because of the blog of err hmmm affected me... or it was because her presence that i saw her today? or is it because ... what kelvin told me ? or is it because house too quiet ? or isit because tomorrow got birthday party not prepare... kay fucking much question... Can someone give me a answer... I felt that.. My heart still got loads of question not answered.. so yeah )x got tha go.. posting again later )X

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