[Message to XFZ]
XFZ,
I know how you feel,
knowing the girl you love,
hates you,
I know,
This was experienced,
once in my P6 Life.
Life's like that.
It's always hurting.
No,
I'm wrong,
Not life.
It's Love.
Join in my club.
Staying single uhh,
Not hurting anymore.
I know you might have that urge,
to do that thing [Commit Suicide],
but why do that for a girl that hate you,
I know you would reply but you like her,
I know you to well XFZ,
I understand,
You like her, She hate you.
This is common in Earth.
Carry on your life.
You still have me, your XFZ.
You know why I asked you to be my XFZ?
cause.
I know you too well.
You were alittle crazy.
Like today.
But I could honestly tell you.
I shed the first tear for you.
Typing this message.
It remind me everything uhh.
XFZ,
You want know why I'm still here?
Even though,
that thing happened?
Cause of Edy,
Cause of you, Mine XFZ,
Cause of YingKang,
Cause of Jason,
Cause of Jeremy,
Cause of Wilson,
Cause of Jerold,
Cause of Crystal,
Cause of 6L'09,
Cause of my parent.
I will end this message.
by giving you this few sentence.
Love,Relationship do break and hurt lot.
BUT.
It cannot compare to FriendShip.
Yes you lost her,
but you still have us,
ELWJ's Gang.
your XFZ, Me.
Cheer up yeah [=
Hope you would smile after reading this,
Hope tomorrow is a pleasant day for us [=.
[/Message ended]
I felt like a retard.
I felt that I'm useless.
Whenever there's something going on.
I wasn't inform.
When I ask.
I was ignore.
How retard am I?
Maybe,
I should really ignore.
Whatever secret people want to tell me.
When they tell others.
I have the urge to know.
When they tell me.
I am happy.
BUT.
That's how 6L'09 work.
Now.
It's totally diffrent.
1H'10.
Take today as example.
Asked.
Got ignore.
NoN willing to tell me what happen.
Maybe really.
I'm not a SMALL part of Oxygen..
The fact is.
I'm not even counted as a small part of Oxygen.
I'm Nitrogen.
When you need help.
You asked.
When you were fine.
You forgot about me.
Really love this phrase TTM ->
When you did something bad,
Everybody remembered.
When you did something good,
No one care to rememberd.
SIGH... Talk about today...
Woke up;
blahh blahh;
cab-d to school;
went basketball court;
surprise today 1H'10 got no balls;
went borrowed from 1I'10;
went play;
1V1-d with Package;
was so called leading in beginning;
when the court suddenly start to get pack;
start to lost;
Kinda felt that;
One-Hand layup kinda good accuracy [=;
went class;
first period is....;
SCIENCE [=;
Kinda EMO beginning;
started blattering sooner or later;
after Science was MT;
Rush-d through maths and english;
English only copy one question from KaiXuan;
didn't even give a dam for MT;
recess;
ate and went back class;
LT;
kinda bored;
realise today due project;
never do sigh;
later do...;
HY;
sat with GongGong Jie;
laugh like madd;
cause we play play with chair;
later GongGong Jie and I both rock th chair;
GongGong Jie fall first [=;
Dam cute [=;
After that is My turn;
before that was like trying the angle;
then later GongGong Jie trapped twice =='';
It's ENG;
Ms.Mairiyati got come;
but never come class somehow;
Only got Mr.Chow;
do the english;
quite bored;
started stare into space;
this is when the first paragraph suit in [@ the top];
Saw JoelHoo went sat with MunLinq Jie;
talk over some stuff;
asked but got ignored;
SMS-d WeiGuang didi;
understand-d;
PC;
MsMai came in;
and left soon for Meeting;
left class;
left us with duties ==;
okay collected, marked etc etc.;
went for briefing for scouts in NCHS;
chat alot with MunLinqq Jie;
went ate;
with Munlinq Jie, JoelHoo, Benjamin, XiaoYun zhuzhu;
we ate too early;
forgot about HotPlate ]X;
Miss-d it !!! RAWR;
LOL;
Later JoelHoo, Benjamin and me completed eating first;
Then went library do project;
3minute- project [=;
Didn't know why the rest;
DON'T EVEN WANNA SPARE THAT 3MINUTE ==';
Retarded.;
went slack awhile;
went find Munlinqq jie and Xiaoyun zhuzhu;
slack at Basketball court side;
went home soon [=
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